a (pregnant) girl's real best friend

i dont leave home with out them

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hello bloggernet-o-sphere. its been 5 weeks since ive writ. shameful really. well...where did we leave off? ah yes, the yo-yo-roller-coaster. well kb left sept 2 in the morn to head to seattle to check out the freight pilot job and got as far as salt lake city where & when he decided he didnt want to take the job, rented a car and came home. so here we are in cedar still. decided it was too stressful to move while preggo. (cuz, yeah, itll be so much easier with a newborn...) so we are staying here for the birth of charlie. and, im in school, which tried to kill me the first week. actually is still trying to kill me. but i dropped 3d design and lightened the stress load a little. classes include: painting 3, digital photography, american civilization (history of) & art seminar. plus still working in the gallery. we no longer love my neighbor, since he secured his wireless only a few days after my declaration. does he read sowut? so now we are loving ourselves. and i dont care if you come and steal our wireless from us.
in american civ the other day there was a girl sitting in front of me writing : i love life! i love life! over and over in her notebook. with big fat curly lettering. and hearts. i dont know if she was reminding herself, convincing herself, or she thought it was going to be on the test ...
today i left therapy early because i told my therapist i just didnt want to be there. he was ok with that. it was kind of weird tho. but some days i just dont feel like i have anything to talk about. todays topic was: im (always) tired and i dont have enough time to do the things i need to do. can i go now?
something to smile about: mini pumpkins. now, go, get a couple, and smile.